Over these past few months, I've began to embrace the concept of change on a much more personal level. It is only a coincidence I'm listening to one our recordings called "We Want Change" right now. Those most close to my heart have set in place plans of grand evolution, and it feels unnatural to compare their pace to mine. I understand our choice patterns have definitely varied at critical points, yet, the temptation arise quite often. How does an animal raised to educate itself, seek employment, shelter, and food, when said "beast" can't seem to adapt to the environment?
I've always had a back-pocket optimism that has fueled my creative side. Whenever the faults may hit, I knew some how, there existed a logical positive perspective. I may have not always chosen to occupy my time with that mindset, but its always existed.
I am driven to find a school that is a fit. They told me about this at Payton so many years ago. I took it to heart then, and yet, the search continues. My business interests have directed me into renewable energy related majors. I figure my first science project ever was my favorite and only further secured my "nerd-dom" and love for the world of the discoverable. I know with the international interest in the field, the top is only limited by initiative. I got a cache of that.
Who would pay to see me lace up the football cleats again? I would.
Who would sign over his life in a payment plan to make Momma happy? I would.
Who doubts his father will ever be full understood? I do.
Who knows he's probably not from here? Me.
Off to Mars for a bit, but first, set sail with me, mystic lady, set my spirit free.
Atlantis.
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